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and then i realized....

Wed Oct 28, 2009, 2:16 PM
....art stopped being "fun" a long, long time ago.




oh well.


  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: The Tension and the Terror-- Straylight Run

A Caitlin Works Wonders and other fallacies

Sun Oct 25, 2009, 9:36 PM
DA won't let me change the mood icon, once again. So i am simply tired at the moment. Ta da.

Yoinked from :iconienzo: Other Me!

Put your name in this thingie [link] and get an answer for this thingie.


1. What do you say to yourself every morning?: It's the Caitlin Fizz that Does the Bizz. (wut)

2. What do you want other people to say about you?: The Caitlin goes straight to your head. (ffffff, whaat?)

3. Someone asked you out, your answer is...: Did somebody say Caitlin? (Apparently, i am hard of hearing.)

4. How would you answer a booty call?: Pardon me, do you have any Grey Caitlin? (Errrr)

5. How would you introduce yourself to someone you really like?: Let's face the music & Caitlin. (That's not really an intro, is it)

6. To someone you dislike?: Have you forgotten how good Caitlin tastes? (WOAH, WHAT? I'm thinking this & #5 need to be reversed.;;;;;;;;;;;; )

7. You're in a conversation and you suddenly feel the need to pee, how would you excuse yourself?: Prepare to want Caitlin. (XD Excuse me?)

8. Your parents ask you why you got home late, you say...: Pleasing Caitlin the world over. (I... wait. What?)

9. You're failing a subject, you say...: Crunch all you want. We'll make Caitlin. (What? I... what? XD)

10. The love of your life asks you to marry him/her, what do you say?: I can't believ it's not Caitlin (WRONG RESPONSE WTF)

11. Your bf/gf is breaking up with you, you tell him/her...: Mama's got the Magic of Caitlin. (.................huh?)

12. Someone told you you're a jerk, you tell them...: My anti-drug is Caitlin. (the helllll?)

13. What are the best words to describe you?: A Caitlin works wonders. (OHO~)

14. If you're going to have a movie about your life, the title is...: Mamma mia, that's-a spicy Caitlin! (WHOA WHAT XD)

15. Your last words before you die...: Caitlin tested, mother approved. (What, death?)

16. Your message to a special someone..: Not just nearly Caitlin, but really Caitlin. (huh whut)

17. Title of this post will be..

A Caitlin Works Wonders. (didn't i already get this? XDDDD)


  • Mood: Rant

please to be shutting up now

Thu Oct 15, 2009, 2:52 PM
I hate it when people go on about things they don't even know about. Put succinctly: Cubism =/= mental illness; one's artistic style (regardless of whether you like it or not) is not exactly linked to prescence of a mental illness. Picasso did not have one, thank you very much, i looked it up. If any work could be said to be touched by a mind in a mood, i would have assumed it would be his Blue Period pieces. Just because his style evolved the way it did does not mean that he had a mental illness. And do not mention "that artist who painted only haystacks" as if there was something wrong with them. If i am correct in assuming that it may have been Monet, hm, let's think, they're called studies, though they're also finished paintings. He was studying the way light affected things at different times of day, because that was his style, that was his "thing": he worked with light. He wanted to capture the impression of something in his stroke style & his use of light. Just because someone paints multiple pictures of a haystack, or of the same cathedral does not mean they have a mental illness. Or, if they do, it doesn't mean that that is how it manifests. I fail to see how painting haystacks shows signs of a mental illness. Oh, & for the record, Luther had 95 Thesis, not 42. And why did he have to be manic to put them up on the church? Why couldn't he just have been fed up, plain & simple, & finally decided to actually do something about how he felt?

I'm not saying that people, especially, it seems, a lot of "creative" people, aren't affected by mental illnesses (everybody's going to think of van Gogh first), & i sure as hell am not trying to make people who do have mental illnesses out to be anything negative. As in, i'm not trying to say "these people were not sick" because i think that would somehow taint their name, the way people seem to think a suicidal death would somehow taint the name of Meriwether Lewis. Honestly, if someone thinks that mental illness & suicide is blot, a crime, a sin (i think that idea pisses me off the most), i am sure as hell not going to listen to that person because to me, they don't fucking understand & are being ridiculous fools. What i am saying is no, these people didn't have mental illnesses, & please shut up because you don't know what the fuck you're talking about. I hate to sound elistist, but i have been doing the art thing for a real long time now, so i've kind of learned just a few little things along the way. Like how, actually, Picasso seems to have been rather egotistical & got pissy at some guy for doing cubism too, if i'm not mistaken, so couldn't you then make the argument that that was why his style evolved the way it did? Not a mental illness, a natural evolution of a very abstract kind of art style. IMAGINE THAT.

Just. Really. I didn't open my mouth to correct her, even on the Martin Luther thing, because i'm a coward; i just ended up seething silently. It frustrated me beyond belief, though. She was so wrong & generalizing so much & crap that i felt like snapping. It would be like me pretending i can explain daily life in mediaeval Muslim Spain or something. Or me pretending like i know anything of composers, or playwrights, or authors. Yes, famous & creative people more often than not seem to have mental illnesses, which is obviously going to influence their work, but not everyone does/did. Don't mistake little eccentricities or just style for manic-depression, don't assume. Actually inform yourself.

It just aggravated me. And i'm tired & stressed & moody, so the irritation is magnified.


  • Mood: Rant

lalala survey thing

Sat Oct 10, 2009, 2:40 PM
Dear DA, you need a "Seasonal" emoticon for Hallowe'en. Because that is totally my mood at the moment. I want to read Poe, Dracula, watch old school Halloween specials, & go on a damn adventure. RIGHT NOW. SOLIDARITY! STRENGTH! DAMN THE PUMPKINS! FULL SPEED AHEAD!

Er, anyways, have a survey thing.

Why did you join this site? Um, that was ages ago... Probably just wanted a place to put up my crappy stuff.

What does your username have to do with you? Is it a combination of your favorite things, or a character of yours? It's a nickname from a friend. I suck with coming up with usernames, so it ends up kind of being a default one, more often than not.

What is your current icon of? Waterhouse's "The Lady of Shalott." She's still green for Iran.

How many watchers do you have and how many people are you currently watching? I have 134 watchers (!), & i watch 457 people. xD

Do you have more than one account? No, i see no point in doing so.

Name 3 of your favorite artists on DA Just three? Errrr, well, if i watch people, it means i like their stuff... But three at the moment, i suppose, would have to be:
:iconmelissalibra: :iconraimlla: :iconsarachmet:
Plus more, of course.


What deviant do you admire because of their personality?
:iconhimmapaan: comes to mind first. And :iconblueludebar:

How many people on here do you actually know in reality? Post their avatars.
:icongreenwhimsy: :iconwingedmagus: :iconallete: :iconrami: :icontin-lizzy:(ish) :iconflightlessmab:(ish) :icontrishycakes: :iconfragmentangelus: :iconkichiru: :iconxxtakusenxx: :iconkonishi: :iconienzo: :iconphantasiagirl: :icongraycat21: :iconcrzyjewishotaku: :iconprincesscallie: :icondeathsxaxgame:
I dunno, is that everybody?;

Do you comment, fave, or both? It depends.

What do you typically post on deviantart? Drawings?

Do you participate in clubs or contests here on DA? I used to be part of one, but it died. : (

What is your most popular deviation? Battlefield.

What's your favorite submission in your favorites gallery? There is so much in there that i don't even remember everything i've faved. ;;;;; If it's faved, though, i obviously like it.

What are the things you wish you could draw better? Everything.

Are you a subscriber? No.

How many hours a day do you spend on DA? A while?

Are you a fast, slow, or medium typer? Medium?

What is the most annoying thing people ask you? Umm.

What is the most annoying comment you get? Ummmm.

What inspires you? Music, artwork, certain feelings that can't quite be named, light, colors, cultures, times of year.

Do you use any traditional media? All the time.

Do you associate people online with their icons? Sometimes, i think?

Have you ever suggested a Daily Deviation? No.

Everyone has considered leaving DA once or twice. Have you? Why? No.


  • Mood: Seasonal
  • Listening to: Mamono-tachi no Yo-- Vampire Hunter D OST
  • Drinking: water

Important!

Tue Sep 29, 2009, 10:06 PM
Help the Philippines.

: ( I keep trying to donate to the Red Cross, but it keeps telling me that the daily transaction limit has been exceeded.... But there's a lot of other links on the journal entry i'm linking to, so. Spread the word.

  • Mood: Sympathy

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